I was on leave on Monday so i cleaned up my room and packed my wardrobe throwing away tons of clothes i havent worn a long time though some i had to think twice but decided to just throw it as well to make space for new clothes but after packing all the wanted ones back i realised there still wasnt much space. wth
And i really hate cleaning cos my nose is ultra sensitive to dust so i wore a face mask while cleaning my accessories table but i still got a really bad flu after that.
Then i cooked dinner for my bro and i and washed up after that before i lie in bed all day watching television and feeling really worn out and sick. Before i knew it, i had a fever last night and i couldnt breathe properly. I woke up twice to get water cos my throat was so dry it felt like it was gonna be torn into pieces.
Decided to stay home today because i was feeling weak and i woke up with a mega backache and slept and slept before cooking dinner and wash up the dishes.
I havent done so much housework in a long long while and i still hate it very much. Must have fallen sick because of doing them !! Im still having the occasional sneeze and my throat seems to start to hurt and the dizzy spells as usual plus the extremely bad backache now.
arghhhhhhhhhhh must be the haze! 3 more working days till i leave CS ...
I cant get to sleep, and it annoys me big time. Been having hard time trying to fall asleep before 6am every day and end result, i cant seem to wake up in time for work!
Speaking of which, 4 more working days before im officially out of CS. Its so fast! I cant say its sudden, because i expected this since May. But just a blink of eye, 5 months have passed and im leaving...
Im sulking everyday because my complexion has turn for the worst, it was bad to begin with and its worsen now, gosh, when can this break out ever stop! Its been so long already! Must learn to smile and laugh everyday and have no stress. Does that really work?
And im thinking of doing eyelash extension, but i kinda always rub my eye so i dont know if its a good move. Oh, i need a hair dye too cos my roots are disgusting, i havent dyed it since Feb! With my current hair length, i think its gonna cost a bomb! Anyone know of any good suggestions for not too expensive but trustable salon?
Ive been eating ALOT these days i feel sick and disgusted. Ive decided to have a crash diet next week and not eat for as long as i can bear (might not be too long really). Can i slim down 5kg pleaseeeeeeeee
Argh i cant sleep.. help !!
Heyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I wonder if anyone still read this space, been so long since i came in here!
Havent had really much to write recently.. 3/4 a year passed too quickly. Its almost October and looking back, i dont think ive done anything extraordinary to let time pass me by this quickly.
Everything's still pretty mundane while i search high and low for a new job. And thankfully (or not) i found something, very similar to what im doing in a place that's paying much higher but of cos, comes with a heavier workload i guess?
I ought to be really ecstatic that i manage to find a new job in the current employers' market, but honestly, im not really. Should i rejoice, or not?
My closer friends told me not to accept it, but i already tried to shun away twice and if God wants me to see him again, there's only so little i can do.
Gossip Girl season 3 was launched yesterday, my very season 2 is coming right up. (pun intended)
I hope everything will turn out well because i want 2010 to be totally different from 2009. Its really quite a sucky year, isnt it?
On a sidenote, i think im gonna book the air tix to Melb tomorrow and fly next week. Ive travelled to Perth alone early this year so im not that super excited about flying to Melb alone anymore. Its quite an impromptu one, but i wont be able to go on leave when i start my new job next month so i guess this short break would do good for a bit.
If only there was no deployment at my current job, i would have booked the tix to Sydney and fly there end of the year because Jetstar tix to Syd is only 200+ bucks !! Damn cheap !!
The thought of rebuilding my career path is quite a letdown, but i will work double hard to impress those who looked me down !! I am not Amberlina for nothing !!
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